Weeping eyes

Often it seems as though misfortune follows us for many reason unknown to us.I would like to ponder with question of why,how and when did we make the wrong turn on the road called life?Often when I look around I wonder what brings on the events in our life weather good or bad.What is really my destiny or my neighbors destiny.I read once were the captain of our on destiny?I find that to be true and correct ,for many years its been a up hill battle.By now I should have the body of a Goddess ,for whatever that is worth.Taking every blow to the head with grace as though I am a prize fighter.Brings me to the importance of why I create my personal blogs.I often wish I could sit down and speak on it,instead I choose to write on it.So many years ago I felt I was missing something in my life.It was a special feeling of knowing you have family,a sense of belonging and knowing they are loving you back.I found out very quickly that I am being loved from a distance.Which brings me to 4 people I care for dearly.Constant arguments ,cruel and very harsh name calling.It seems as though that is the only way for them to communicate with each other.If I didn't know any better I would say there is some hatred among the 4 individuals.When a question is ask pertaining to one another foul words roll from the tongue.Which brings me to the point of this blog.Often you find more Mothers mimic what they have seen their Mothers and Grandmothers do for years and that is praying for their children.When you can hear the hate in someones voice that's a bad sign.Yet no matter how much you say you don't hate or dislike someone.Please be mindful that Gods knows what in your heart and on your mind.